This post starts with a most painful revelation - I just found out today that I qualified for Hawaii at Ironman Kentucky on August 28th as a roll down qualifier. The painful part of the news is that I felt so letdown by my result that I couldn't bear to go to the roll down to see all the qualifiers get their spots knowing full well that there wasn't a chance in hell that I'd get a spot. I was wrong and I feel physically sick as I write this.
It seems that some of you still weren't aware that I sneaked off to Kentucky to try a last ditch qualifying effort so I shall tell the story and give an account of the race - which by the way I thoroughly enjoyed and haven't regretted doing for one moment - it was a secret adventure and I loved it.
I couple of weeks before the ITU Worlds I felt that my calf tear would at least be repaired enough to get me through the race. At which point I suddenly started thinking "What if?". What if I could get a Foundation entry to IMKY and use the ITU race as a training springboard to get fit enough to qualify for Kona? If I trained throughout my holiday then maybe...
A lot of ifs and maybes but there was a seed of an idea and a basis of a plan. I contacted the race organisers and explained my situation and that I couldn't commit until after the ITU Champs. They said Foundation spots (You have to pay an extra USD600+ for them and this extra goes to local charities or community projects) were 55% sold and if they didn't sell out they'd close entries anyway 2 weeks before the race.
I got my office to explore tickets to Kentucky from the UK and whether my return flight to Malaysia could be changed. Accommodation was sourced and now all I needed was to be injury free past the ITU Long Distance race; Or so I thought. A few days before the race I checked the Louisville, Kentucky Ironman website and to my horror ALL ENTRIES WERE CLOSED.
I started writing desperate emails begging for a place. Unlike other full Ironmans the guys in Kentucky replied in a very timely manner and did not entirely close the door on me as I'd expected. They basically said finish your race and then let us know and we'll see what we can do.
To cut a long story short I came out of the ITU race with a wonderful but painful experience and most importantly injury free (sort of). I got my entry to IMKY, albeit an expensive Foundation slot but I was in and very grateful. Shilpa wasn't entirely happy but was resigned to the fact that I have to get this out of my system, I on the other hand committed to training as much as I could around the family holiday and minimising the disruption as much as I could.
Over the next few weeks,in between, beer, wine, pizzas and ice-cream and while holidaying/travelling in Germany, Belgium, France (Paris & the Alpes) and the UK (my parents place in the Midlands & the Waymans in the South)I managed to get some training in of sorts including runs of 34k, 30k & 24k, one long ride of 180k plus swims of 3k, 4k and an open water wetsuit swim in Dover harbour. Lots of other moderate swims, bikes and runs too but these were the crucial long ones.
We had an awesome holiday and all too soon it was time for Shilpa and the boys to head back to Malaysia and the next day I flew to Louisville, Kentucky via New York for a date with my destiny (or so I hoped). Immediately, I loved the atmosphere, everyone polite and friendly, a mix of the hospitality of the South and the directness of the North.
There were almost 3000 participants and 494 in my age-group alone. I was a little taken aback but I knew that there were unlikely to be 10 people in my age-group that could beat me if I put together a solid race. Having said that it was now clear that it was going to be a hot race - my Nemesis had followed me here once again. DENIAL kept my confidence high.
On Friday I registered, checked out the expo and then went for a 40-50k ride to check out the course and the bike. I got lost and found myself in the middle of nowhere when my front derailleur cable snapped...Nooooooooo! Oh well, I still had a day to fix it but amazingly as luck would have it I was 200m from a bike shop - the chances of that AND finding it were probably 10 million to 1. I fixed the cable myself (cool guy in the shop let me use the tools, I service my own bike, no one else to blame then), in fact it was only the outer cable housing that needed replacing. A fiddly job but one I know well and USD5.30 later I was riding back to the hotel with a very good feeling about Louisville.
A quick change and then to the pasta party and briefing. It was a great atmosphere and a very civilised pasta party with plenty of top quality food for 3000 people and very reasonable queues.
I was at this point that I found out that it was a non-wetsuit swim - so much for my Dover harbour dip. Never mind, I had my speedsuit and it was still legal until the end of September.
Saturday started with a swim in the Ohio river, a quick jaunt on the bike and then dropping the bike and bags off before an early night to bed.
RACE DAYOnce again I was impressed how efficiently they processed almost 3000 athletes. there was literally no lining up for numbering and the portaloo lines were very reasonably and once I got into a portaloo I didn't want to kill myself. (At Ironman China people were literally vomiting as they entered and left the portaloos with excrement overflowing out of the doors - not pleasant and sadly no exaggeration in my description).
Like China the swim was a time trial start with 6 athletes going off every 2 seconds. A last minute poo was more important to me than starting early so once done I started heading towards the back of the line. After about a kilometres I laughed out loud at how long the line to start the swim was. Little did I know at that point that I was only halfway to the back. Once the gun went it took over 40 minutes to get everyone into the water. Different from the usual mad start but a very cool way of doing it if you ask me.
SWIMI loved the swim and it turned out to be quite good for me time-wise for a non-wetsuit swim. I came out without having been beaten up and feeling a lot fresher that at the ITU Champs plus I felt that I'd been consistent from start to finish rather than struggling over the last kilometre - those dreary sessions at the Oak Park Recreation Centre's 25m pool with all those 'orrible kids had paid dividends.
SWIM TIME 1:11:30TRANSITION ONEPretty good I thought although I was a bit distraught to find my speedsuit zip had come open during the swim - can't have made much difference though but annoyed with myself that I hadn't locked it down properly before the start.
T1 TIME 4:21
BIKENow it was time to rock and roll. Having gone out too hard in Ironman China I was very aware of the numbers and keeping my heart rate down to around 130bpm from the off and cadence around 84.
Things were going well and it was a constant stream of bikes I passed for the entire bike ride. No one passed me but I guess I did start near the back of the swim. The course was just beautiful, rolling hills like the MEX hwy in KL but a constant headwind (all the time it seemed) and of course hot. It was a dry heat so very different from Malaysia and one that as I found in Alpe d'Huez LC Triathlon it's easy to get dehydrated without realising it as the sweat simply disappears so there are few visual prompts that fluid is escaping from your body at a rapid rate of knots.
My disciplined approach to heart rate and experience of other dry, hot races helped me minimize dehydration but even so it wasn't enough. At about halfway I sensed the power failing in my legs an soon after I couldn't keep my heart rate at 130 anymore it was dropping as was my power. The last 15k of the bike were probably the longest of my life (just about everyone I spoke to said the same thing too). I think the combination of the hills, dry heat and wind took their toll on most people out there. I was satisfied with my bike time and together with my swim and transition knew I was competing for a Kona spot...and then I got off my bike...
BIKE TIME 5:15:21TRANSITION TWOMy bike was taken away and I was hobbling along in my cycling shoes feeling very unstable. My right ankle which hadn't responded to treatment over the last 2 months was totally shot so I decided to walk through transition and revisit the race once on the run. Getting changed should have been a quick affair but it wasn't, I was spent and couldn't believe just how hot it was, AGAIN! Soon enough though I was on my way.
T2 TIME 7:43RUNI walked out of T2, got doshed up with sunblock and then started a gentle jog. My heart rate went through the roof and I was forced to walk within a few hundred metres. Never mind I thought, we're still in contention, build up to it and then get into a rhythm that'll carry me through to the end. At mile two I realised that it was never going to happen, I'd walked most of it and I was breathing heavily even just walking. By mile 4 I'd given up any idea of qualifying and reverted to plan B (actually this was part of plan A and straight out of the Bryan Payne Ironman manual -
enjoy the race WHATEVER). I had been enjoying it and I still was. I had a job to do and I didn't come all this way to go home without some good memories and a smile on my face.
After about 2 hours of walking I was starting to get quite delirious, I was spinning out and in desperate pain. People ahead of me were lying down under trees which was so tempting - it seemed the sensible thing to do, sleep for three hours and then finish before the cut off in 16hrs+, the medal was the same after all! What stopped me was that every time someone lay down I felt compelled to make sure they were OK and just resting rather than needing medical assistance - I knew others would do this too and if I was trying to sleep then these kind Samaritans would have driven me potty.
For a period of about 2 hours I was spinning out and close to collapsing mid stride, every 10-12 seconds I had to blink and refocus on something (usually a different piece of tarmac).I kept telling myself I was fleeing from Nanking and the Japanese were coming, if I lay down to rest or collapsed then I was a dead man. Somehow it worked and when I was about 3km from the finish I ran to the end with a huge grimace/smile on my face. YOU ARE AND IRONMAN the commentator shouted, I've heard that 16 times before and it rang a little hollow today,
YOU ARE A SURVIVOR would have been more like it.
RUN TIME 5:58:06I saw the Wongstar (Jocelyn Wong - Journeyman Pro, Team Bike Boutique), she wore her trademark smile, this was her 17th Ironman too and she'd done Malaysia and China as I had but she was also doing all of the USA races as well so she's got IM Wisconsin to do next in a couple of weeks (not to mention all the others she'd already done this year). If you ever need cheering up then you don't even need to talk to this lady, just look at her smile, it's always there and totally infectious. Made me grin as I was lead off for my 2 litres of IV drips.
TOTAL TIME 12:37:02I woke up the next morning not feeling great but not feeling too bad physically but even though I genuinely enjoyed the race and knew that I'd made the right decision to come I was desperately disappointed not to be going home with the nightmare scenario of having to train for Kona and the Ironman World Championships in a few weeks time.
It was a long shot coming here, off the back of two serious injuries (one which I still had), not enough training and a 4 week family holiday, not to mention the ITU Long Distance Champs a few weeks before. Had the weather been 5 degrees cooler I have little doubt that I would have been in the top nine and qualified on my own merits or at the very least been so close that I'd have got a roll down spot. As it was I was 111th in my age-group, I completed but hadn't competed and this realisation and disappointment kept me away from the Kona awards and the roll down. I just couldn't bring myself to witness others getting their coveted spots yet again knowing that I'd not even been close this time.
Don't get me wrong though, I'm not selfish in cheering on other's success in fact I love to and I was there later front and centre at the awards ceremony to cheer and applaud the category winners and the Pros.
As it turned out, had I gone to the roll down I would have been going to Hawaii after all. The last spot ended up rolling down to 130th place in my age-group. I felt sick to the core when I saw that today. Shilpa, to make me feel better suggested that I wouldn't have felt good qualifying that way and to some extent she is right. However, I felt I'd done enough at IMMY (Langkawi, Malaysia), I'd qualified there in every age-group except my own, I was 9th amateur overall but 5th in my age-group with 10hours 15 in awful conditions. The irony of missing out there and being gifted a place here would have cancelled each other out but instead...
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Well let me tell you what is INSTEAD. Today, I'm hurting but tomorrow begins a new campaign for 2011, I'll be meaner, leaner, more focused, smarter, probably not fitter (that would be difficult) more race hardened (i.e. more & longer hot brick runs after long, hot bikes) than I was before Langkawi. I shall take the frustration and the anger and channel it into SUCCESS for next year - I have spent my life doing this so this will be no different. One thing that I will also ensure though is that
IT WILL BE FUN (thanks for that Bryan, sometimes we need someone to constantly remind us of why we do what we do in life).
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Training Payne. Bryan and I did Ironman China together. He recently qualified for Kona at Ironman Lake Placid and is now desperately trying to get rested enough and trained enough for Hawaii. Bryan has done 3 Ironmans this year while smoking more cigars than you can shake a stick at and consuming more beer (albeit "light" beer) than Oktoberfest.
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